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I don't know when it actually 'started', but i remember an occasion in 86 when i realised that my tastes, sexually, might be just a little different to 'normal'!
I was 19, and my girlfriend was a couple of years older. she had been staying at her parents for a couple of days, out of town, and i took her to a chinese restaurant the evening she got back... i asked, as you do, "what have you been doing, down at your parents place". she was a little drunk, and obviously had the horn - she smiled and said "oh i've been doing a lot..."
"a lot of MEN" she added, giggling, "i have to look after my 'country boys'"!
time sort of stood still, as my confused brain tried to work out if i had heard her right, and how to react... my confusion 'energised' her further, and before i could say a word she carried on - "i was gang-banged by five of the lads just last night... all big lads - lovely big boys... massive cocks... yummy yummy!"
my confusion turned to a blush, and then i felt my face flush hot and red. i saw the surprise flash in her eyes, and time stood still again for a brief moment... and then the smile broke into a broad grin, as she decided to press-on...
she leant towards me, signalling me to bring my head towards hers, so as she could whisper secretly "they fucked me every way, again and again, 'opening' me and 'streching' me, and i told them all about how much bigger they were than you... how much more 'manly'..." she leant back in her chair, her whole face now smiling, and her eyes now glistening.
"they LOVED the fact that they were 'taking' another guys girl... and being told how much bigger and more satisfying they were, than you".
my erection literally EXPLODED from nowhere, and from the look on my face, and my glances downwards she could tell. for some reason i felt i had to answer - though no question had been asked... i said "christ, i nearly tipped the table over!"!!
her response was pretty predictable, and though i cant remember the exact words it basically comprised a patronising chuckle and a comment along the lines of how this was hardly likely as my cock wasn't big enough!
i DO, however, remember what she said next "oh baby - be honest... its not big enough. i doubt its even touching the tablecloth!"
she fixed her eyes on mine and beckoned me towards her again "i didn't know this would excite you so much" she said, "had i known i would not have washed all that lovely big-boy spunk off me... and OUT of me..."
she kissed me and whispered "this kiss would have tasted rather different... a few hours ago". she winked, and then laughed loudly.
my stiffy had gone into overdrive, and my contribution to this 'dialogue' became even more monosylabic and inane - "durex" was the next pearl-of-wisdom which fell from my lips. even i don't know whether this was a statement... or a question, but she took it as a question - "fuck no - no way!!"!!!! she looked at me as if she genuinely thought i might be mad!
realising that her control of the situation was TOTAL, she just carried on - "why would i waste a drop of that big-boy cumm... 'fresh' from big-boy balls, thick and creamy..."
my cock felt like it really was about to explode, and my brain was struggling with 'digesting' this particular information-flow... i said something along the lines of "was there LOTS?!"!
"did they put lots and lots of come inside me? baby - is that the question?"
i nodded.
she leant back in her chair, wallowing in the control she suddenly had so fast developed, paused for thought, and quietly spoke - "i cannot be certain which of them did what... but between them they came inside my pussy six or seven times, and in my mouth three times at least."
i was trying to say 'something', but the words had caught in my throat. she, again, fixed my gaze, and continued "only 4 or 5 hours ago i had come POURING from my pussy, more than just one mouthfull 'swilling/sloshing' around... and i was COVERED in spunk... literally head-to-toe!!!!!!!!"
this relationship did not last. this was not because she was more than slightly 'embellishing' the story (i.e. it wasn't actually true - just fantasy play), but for one of the most extraordinary reasons you could imagine...
i had clearly 'discovered' my ultimate turn-on, and that easter i just asked her to sunbathe topless - on the beach in teneriffe. i wasn't asking her to seek-out a canary-islands olympic spunk-fest team... merely to go topless on the beach, so as i could watch guys eyeing her up. though i, then, did not really understand exactly WHAT i 'was', sexually, i was getting the hint that what i liked was the TOTAL OPPOSITE, of what social conditioning tells us is 'normal'... most men's deepest fears... are my fantasies!!
despite the rather fast-track 'dawning' viz my sexual inclination, i was not trying to get her to gang-bang some basketball team... just to show her tits off, and flirt a bit.
she was offended by the very IDEA of 'showing' herself to other men... forget the dream i had!!!
less than 5 years later i met my match...
my 'dream woman' became a girl who was 'true' - in the sense of the heart, but who secretly had a dark/guilty secret - a total inability to be faithfull combined with an obsession with big cocks...
Ellie was an aussie...
i say she 'was' - well she still 'is', but we separated in 93.
she is now back home, and we still speak - we really are very good buddies. she STILL reminds me that she left me because my cock wasn't big enough for her... and, bless her, she IS speaking the truth - she did and DOES STILL have a TOTAL obsession, with the 'larger man'...
some perspective here would probably be helpful?
right - i am about 5 inches, when erect, and about 4 'round'. this is not that much smaller than average, but if i say that her 'taste's' are DOUBLE that...
if a man says to a woman "please tell me that my dick is not big enough for you, and please shag absolutely anybody you want, whenever you want, wherever you want. please DONT chose sexual partners who are 'un-connected/distant'... please fuck as close to home as you can. please belittle my sexual performance, and constantly remind your other men of how small i am/how big they are. please never use condoms... etc etc"... she is BOUND to be suspicious!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm going to leave this story here, for now. if anybody wants to hear more - just say!!
just as a 'teaser' - her first PROPER venture into the bad-lands was when she just got up out of bed, one night when we were on holiday in italy, and said that she had noticed that my best mate had a fantastic cock (she clocked it at the swimming pool, and its a genuine 9 incher and as thick as my wrist!)... she stripped-off, and calmly said that she was going to go down the hallway to his room, and shag him. she asked whether i had a problem with that!
anyway, she didn't come back for about an hour, and, without a word being said she just sat on my cock... which slid-in very VERY easily...
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